About Me

My name is Zachary Lee and I'm 27 years old.

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What you're about to read will testify to the strength and greatness of the One and Only God. He has eternally been God, He is True, Perfect, and Faithful. This God who was manifested in the flesh, is Jesus the Christ! (Isaiah 9:6, John 1:1, 1:3, 1:14 Romans 9:5, Titus 2:13, Philippians 2:6,

Colossians 1:16-17, Colossians 2:9, Isaiah 44:6-8, Revelation 1:17-18, 2:8, 22:13)

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My hope in sharing this, is that by doing so, God's work in my life is magnified to any and all.

His grace, mercy, love, and work that He bestowed on someone as unworthy as I am, continues to amaze me.

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So far, this is my story.

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From a young age I grew up in a church environment, yet I never knew God. I always heard the name Jesus but couldn’t care less about Him. The older I got the less I believed that any god existed at all. in my early teens after playing the video game Dantes Inferno, I convinced myself that the idea of hell was ridiculous, that there was no God, and that atheism was right. With that mindset, life was about me and me alone.

I’ve always had an addictive personality, which led me into some dark places. In my teens I delved into pornography, sexual immorality, drug abuse, and many manipulative tendencies.

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I was sexually abused by a high school teacher at 15 years of age. This further led into spiraling behaviors such as using cocaine at 16 and meth in my early 20’s. 

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I constantly stole from my family whether it was money, weapons, or possessions.

I became a manipulative, drug addicted, unfaithful, thieving, alcoholic who only cared about me and what I thought felt right.

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In the midst of all of this, somewhere I decided agnosticism was right. I thought “Maybe there is a god, but there is no evidence for who the right one is”. So I claimed that.

After delving into meth I came to accept the idea of satanism. I came into agreement with Anton Lavey's views, that the satanic bible spoke of. I never joined a chapter, and never took that “faith” as seriously as some would assume. In the same way most “Christians” claim the faith, all while having no idea who Jesus actually is, let alone anything about the Bible, is how I was with satanism. I claimed the title, loved the lifestyle, and have plenty of tattoos to remind me of my poor choices of accepting their views. I was a weak “satanist” and I am grateful for that. 

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Further into my addiction I started to lose touch with reality. I would see things that weren’t there. I would constantly hear voices and sounds that didn’t exist. I would speak to inanimate objects, thinking that they were talking back. At one point I even built an alter of masks in my room and really thought my masks were trying to talk to me. I started praying to satan in the midst of that. Saying things like “give me a better life, bless me with money, and I will bring as many people down to hell with me for you… just answer me.” I longed to have an answer about the afterlife. I wanted to know if anything existed. I always have. 

In the midst of all of my usage, addictions, and struggles I came to a point in my life where I wanted nothing but death. I remember nights in my room crying with a pistol in my mouth because i was sick of who I was. I was sick of being a failure, a thief, a liar, and an addict. All of my decisions brought me nothing but misery. All I wanted was death but I was too scared to kill myself.

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Then Yeshua (Jesus) came into my life… :)

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Out of nowhere these feelings of guilt came about. I felt guilty for stealing nearly $5000 from my grandparents credit cards. I felt guilty for stealing their property, for lying to them, and for destroying every relationship with my friends and family that I used to have and enjoy.

I had the urge to confess what was going on to them.

Long story short, I confessed to them. A friend of the family found a free rehabilitation program in Denton, Texas called The Denton Freedom House which is a six month discipleship program. It's a program that primarily deals with people who struggle with different addictions, homelessness, and helplessness.

I checked into the Denton Freedom House in September 2019, and eventually finished the program. I am so thankful that the true gospel of Christ was preached there!

I finally came to an understanding of Who God is, how Jesus is and always has been God, what sin is, how it affects me and how sin separates me from a holy and perfect God. I also learned how redemption was even a possibility for somebody like me!

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I learned that EVERYBODY who truly is in Christ is a new creation. (2 Corinthians 5:17)

Everybody that truly is in Christ has been crucified with Him. (Galatians 2:20)

I learned that it is vital to meditate on the perfect The Word of God, the Bible. (Joshua 1:8)

I learned that THERE IS NO CONDEMNATION FOR THOSE WHO ARE IN CHRIST JESUS. (Romans 8:1)

I learned that the 66 Books of the Bible are GOD BREATHED. (Perfect, inerrant, incapable of error) (2 Timothy 3:16)

By God's grace and calling, I came to learn all of these things. He took me out of a sick and demented lifestyle, He blessed me with His truth. He cleansed me, justified me, and now calls me His son. 

God is Faithful and True.

 

My Spiritual walk with Christ is one of many failures and successes. 

On a daily basis I struggle and stumble, which is a reality for anybody in the sanctification process.

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I strive to read the Bible daily. I love listening to Chuck Missler, John MacArthur, R.C. Sproul, Wayne Grudem, etc. 

I want to be aligned with what God has for me. 

By God's grace He has granted me strength in minor areas where I never thought I could change.

I used to be massively unorganized, now I am able to stick to a schedule on a daily and weekly basis.

I could never hold on to my finances, yet now I can save money and feel secure where God is guiding that.

I couldn’t hold a job, yet God has given me strength to stick with my employer in a way where I show up early, and I can work with integrity.

 

I am in the sanctification process, and in many ways, God is allowing me to learn more about Him and is conforming me into the likeness of Christ in multiple aspects of my life.

 

My service towards the body is also a part of my daily Spiritual life.

I attend a Calvary Chapel in New Mexico and am blessed to serve under the authority that I do there.

God has allowed me to sing and often lead music for the congregation that I am a part of!

God has also allowed me to have a desire to sing and make my own music as well!

Recently I released my first "album" (every song I recorded is a cover, excluding the two rap tracks) which I am very happy about. I believe that It truly honors God and was/is a method of sharing my testimony through musical means.

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God is real.

God is faithful.

He grants life and has massively changed my life for the better.

There is hope for any and all who will recognize their personal inadequacy towards being made right with God. 

Jesus Christ Alone is the only means of salvation.
He Alone is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, NOBODY can make it to the Father except through Jesus. (John 14:6)

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Im grateful for the work He has done in my life. He can do the same for you.

 

He is capable and He is able to save all who repent from their sin and turn to Him.

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I am honored to consider myself a doulos (slave) of Yeshua (Jesus)

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Praise Yeshua!

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